why, hello there.
it’s been a while.
24 days in to the new year, and i’ve changed already. i have no resolution. just goals. so far, i’m doing pretty well.
i’m more calm, though i’ve been worrying more than usual.
i’ve decided to change what i can, and forget what i can’t.
i do what i want, and get a lot more accomplished.
i pray more. just because i should.
i’m trying more things, and putting the fear of failing aside.
i’m embracing my flaws. if they change, good. if not, good.
i want to learn french. play the guitar. take more pictures. i plan to start them all.
i write more. getting the thoughts out of my head helps.
i help people at their weakest in hopes i get help when i’m at mine.
i cry less. crying hurts.
i spend more time with myself. reading, listening to music, dancing, writing. if you aren’t happy with yourself, how are you suppose to be happy with anything else?
i’ve just been skimming through life. trying to make impacts where it counts the most, lying low when i need to be with just myself. making changes, but it means letting go, not adding more. trying harder, fearing less. i’m a new person. you probably can’t see it. i don’t want you to. it’s just under the surface of what you already know.
i hope i can continue this. i’m much better this way.
