been a while.
i never get on here. i’ve been super busy. not busy in a productive way..more busy in it’s summer and everyone wants you to do something every day kinda way. it’s nice though! better than being bored at home.
anyway, the last couple of days have been extremly odd. chase mccall? yeah. you all know him i’m sure. i dated him, yupp..sure did. and i also broke up with him. but this was a while ago. and guess what? he keeps popping up in my life! GO AWAY! so annoying. i see him driving everywhere, i saw him at the gas station yesterday, and when i woke up this morning at micahs, where else would he be besides her frickin living room! grr. some people think maybe it’s some sort of fate or coincidence. i just think it’s damn annoying. and for some reason that is beyond me, i get tears in my eyes when i see him. not in the longing i want you back kind of way. more of a please stop showing up in my life because you broke my heart and it hurts my feelings just to see you. mean? maybe. true? absolutely. motherlover.
also. i went to starbucks with no shoes on yesterday. it was very odd. i went home to change into pajama pants and kicked off my shoes to do so, and i walked out of my house (knowingly) with no shoes, figuring i left them on the floorboard of mikeys car..cause i always ride in her car with no shoes. well, i get to starbucks and i really did leave my shoes at home. so i went without any. good thing i was wearing long pants and nobody noticed, haha.
and i’ve also been very sad lately. who knows why? i sure don’t. and i don’t much want to figure it out. i just want it to STOP. ugh.
‘tis it for now. crawfish boil in a couple hours. drum major camp in two weeks. emily (my BFF from texas) is coming down in a month or so. band camp in 2 months. my summer is uber exciting!
