the end is near.
i’m fixin to be a SENIOR! hell yea. i’m so excited.
this year was the worst year ever, and the best. i moved seven hours away from my friends and what i call home (well, that was my sophomore year, but i still getting adjusted ok?) anywho, so that happened. guys here? they are mean. yeahhh, i said it! MEAN! i can’t count on one hand (or two even) the amount of times i’ve gotten screwed over. sure, i had some good runs, but they never ended well.
but, on the glass half full side, my life has been blessed in many ways! i did great in school this year, i made a lot of really great friends, i went to my first prom, i played a new sport, i made drum major, and i finally decided that this is home now, and i don’t want to move back to texas. why, you ask? because that’s the cowards way out. going back to texas would mean retreating to what is safe and familiar. by living (and thriving) here, i have proved my strenght and willingness to accept change. i’m a stronger, different person now. though i do miss my friends, they are still here for me every step of the way.
also, i have found the light. moving here has opened my eyes to God. i am now very fully aware of His presence, His impact on my life, and have realized that Him sending me here was a blessing, not a curse. i was baptized catholic, but i’m not a studying catholic. i don’t go to church, i don’t confess, i don’t take communion. but i’m still catholic. i choose to show my faith through my works and this suits me just fine.
life is different, but life is good. i’m going to take every step with the thought that the ground underneath me is stable. cause i’m here, and i’m not going anywhere.
