i try to write here often, but i find that my thoughts aren’t very entertaining, therefore, i refrain. but, then i realize, i don’t give a crap! my blog, don’t wanna read? suit yourself.
ANYWHO.
drum major tryouts are in two days!! so nervous. this tryout basically decides the rest of my high school career, because if i don’t make DM then i’m not doing marching band. this, in turn, will cause me to have to quit band all together because mr. e probably won’t let me do just marching season.
SO.
8 years of band? it all may go down the drain in one damn day. i’m scared. i cant even fathom what i would do without music. i mean, i’m still going to do it in college, but that’s aside the point.
WHICH.
leads me to a happier thought. college!! gah, can’t wait. “don’t wish your life away” uh, i’m not? just dreaming of my future. as for what college i’m going to and my major? still undecided. BUT, i know i’m doing music. so at least that’s a constant. and for most, their graduation present consists of a nice car or money or a fancy trip. not meee!! i want a new oboe. an F Loree. you don’t know what that is, but i’ll give you a hint. jimmy choos? queen of shoes. f loree? queen of oboes!! cost? only about 4-6 thousand dollars. ouch. but i want it! so pretty.
ANYWAY.
enogh of my band nerdiness (is that even a word?) i dont have to go to school friday! woot. tryouts friday-eh. i only have to take three exams!! but i have to take pattys-oh no. there are positives and negatives to everything, right? *sigh*
