April 2010
1 post
i learned something new today.
something most people don’t know about me: i’ve ALWAYS wanted to be a dancer.
i took gymnastics for 6 years where i took ballet as a requirement, and my freshman year i took a dance class at my school that i LOVED! i always wanted to take dance classes, but my parents never really supported my dancing dream.
when i came here and started trying to decide what i wanted to do in...
March 2010
3 posts
i found something!
so, i’ve been transitioning into the USMC family mostly alone. i mean, of course i have the support of friends and family, but nobody TRULY understands what i’m going through.
i decided i can’t do it alone. well, lies. i CAN, but i don’t wanna. so i went on a search via google for a support group and found something called USMCgals. it’s a yahoo group, but they also...
i've got to say.
a lot of people probably think i’ve gone off the deep end, but really guys, i’m ok! promise.
to confirm: yes, i am dating chris again. yes, he did give me a promise ring. no, i don’t think it’s too early.
i get mixed reactions. my closest friends, that know me very well and know me and chris’s history, are happy for me. those that don’t, think i’ve lost...
January 2010
3 posts
why, hello there.
it’s been a while.
24 days in to the new year, and i’ve changed already. i have no resolution. just goals. so far, i’m doing pretty well.
i’m more calm, though i’ve been worrying more than usual.
i’ve decided to change what i can, and forget what i can’t.
i do what i want, and get a lot more accomplished.
i pray more. just because i should.
i’m...
14152.) It's hard for me to be committed because I...
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this couldn’t possibly be more true.
December 2009
1 post
October 2009
2 posts
ever feel?
like the pieces in your life aren’t fitting together like you want? you have everything you want, but it still isn’t right? maybe that’s because what you want is not what you need.
i hate feeling like this. i don’t give a damn about anything but school anymore. i feel like the only thing i have anymore is my friends. even music isn’t the same for me anymore.
i know...
September 2009
3 posts
"is this salt water?"
this weekend rocked my socks! well, mostly.
Friday- GAME! our halftime show got cut short :( and we lost..but devan came over after and we had a blast!
Saturday-Mcneese game! soo fun! then KD’s, then hung out with blake and kevin until like, 2 am. <3
Today- Holly Beach! pretty boys :) slightly sunburnt. ran in to a nest of mosquitoes..no..really. i did. and i’m allergic! so yo...
updates.
haven’t been on in foreverr. so if you care, here is what i’ve been up to:
Band
School
College Apps
doesn’t seem like much? lies! i’ve been so busy, but i am LOVING my life currently (even though i’m sick. boo.) school is easy, college apps are not…but i can’t wait to see where i get in! (if you care, i applied to Miami, NYU, LSU, Mcneese, and Loyola.)...
August 2009
2 posts
it's hard.
to pretend that if he leaves, i won’t be broken.
that if he comes back in my life, i won’t be really happy.
that if things work the way i want, i will still be slightly disappointed, because it isn’t exactly what i want. there’s still so much more.
i’m setteling. am i? it’s hard.
SENIOR!
finallyyyy. most eventful first day ever! went to like 20 minutes of one class, and when i came back, my school was on fire! BANANAS!
i hate my schedual. i have a 1st, 5th, and 6th hour. but, at least i only have 3 classes! BOOYAH!
starting early morning band tomorrow. oh joy. GO RAMS!
tired.
need food.
back to school in an hour and a half.
*love*
July 2009
4 posts
man.
man i’m tired.
man i can’t wait for band camp to start.
man i am going to love being drum major.
man i can’t believe i am a seniorr.
man i love the black eyed peas.
man i need a new phone.
man i love coffee.
man i hate rain.
man i need to find something better to do with my time.
man.
broken-lindsey haun
current favorite song. means a lot to me.
Wake up to a sunny day, not a cloud up in the sky Then it starts to rain, my defenses hit the ground And they shatter all around, so open and exposed I found strength in the struggle Face to face with my trouble When you’re broken in a million little pieces And you’re trying but you can’t hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a...
blabber mouth.
so, this is my i-haven’t-been-on-tumblr-in-foreverrrrrr-and-have-a-lot-of-nothing very-meaningful-to-say post.
and i’m not going to use names.
1. i loved you. maybe in love? probably not. but i needed you in my life. i moved here and wanted you back, you told me we were never going to be together and that you had no more feelings for me anymore. now you talk of getting back together...
June 2009
4 posts
crap.
i enrolled myself in AP english lit, anddd i def wasn’t at school to turn in the signature page, which currently means i’m not enrolled in mrs. jones’s class. crap.
though i don’t want to do AP anymore, this might come as a relief, but i’m not even sure if the above statement is true. and, if i am enrolled, i’m REALLY screwed because i don’t have the...
been a while.
i never get on here. i’ve been super busy. not busy in a productive way..more busy in it’s summer and everyone wants you to do something every day kinda way. it’s nice though! better than being bored at home.
anyway, the last couple of days have been extremly odd. chase mccall? yeah. you all know him i’m sure. i dated him, yupp..sure did. and i also broke up with him. but...
May 2009
15 posts
the end is near.
i’m fixin to be a SENIOR! hell yea. i’m so excited.
this year was the worst year ever, and the best. i moved seven hours away from my friends and what i call home (well, that was my sophomore year, but i still getting adjusted ok?) anywho, so that happened. guys here? they are mean. yeahhh, i said it! MEAN! i can’t count on one hand (or two even) the amount of times i’ve...
exciting news!
I MADE DRUM MAJOR!
ohmygoodness. i’m SO excited! i was so nervous during tryouts, and even though i thought i did well, i was almost sure nick got the spot! i’m so happy and proud of myself and really glad i can continue my high school music career! yay me!
i love music!
i try to write here often, but i find that my thoughts aren’t very entertaining, therefore, i refrain. but, then i realize, i don’t give a crap! my blog, don’t wanna read? suit yourself.
ANYWHO.
drum major tryouts are in two days!! so nervous. this tryout basically decides the rest of my high school career, because if i don’t make DM then i’m not doing marching...
kitten.
last night, i lost my kitten. my mom texted me while i was at a party and told me he was nowhere to be found. i was so devestated!! but they found him :) thank god!
I love my baby boy!
^^isn’t he the sweetest thing? <3
thoughts.
1. I find it amazing what you would do for a friend.
2. The most random, unexpecting people can be the most curtious.
well, that’s two anyway.
But anywho. I found out recently that LSU doesn’t have a med. program..hm. i’m not too sure what i’m going to do. Journalism? i love to write. Or, i could just go to a different college. But i don’t wanna!! i want to go to...
stressed.
I can’t possibly imagine being anymore stressed right now! It’s the last 6 weeks and I’m fixing to fail Algebra and have a C in English. What kind of twisted shit is this?! I make really good grades. I usually make straight A’s aside from the constant C I get in Algebra, but never, EVER, have I failed a class on a report card and I sincerely don’t intend to start on...
confused? maybe a little.
my emotions are thrown in all sorts of directions. this would usually put me in a very pissy state, but right now, i’m pretty happy!
i’ll be back. i’m going to go check if hell froze over.
so amused.
so, i’ve stumbled across numerous hilarious things that random states/countries declare against the law. humor me and read a few, will you?
-unless you have a doctors note, its illegal to buy ice cream after 6pm in newark, new jersey.
-in athens, greece, a drivers license can be taken away by law if the driver is deemed either unbathed or poorly dressed.
-in louisiana, biting someone...
priceless.
reeds for your oboe: $25 ea.
reed knife: $80
look on your mom’s face when you ask her for the above?: priceless.
finally.
i never thought the day would come again when the light would shine in my heart again. when the rain would fall and i wouldn’t think it matched my misery. i never thought pushing him out of my life would be what is best, but i have found today, that it is. it hurts when i think too hard about it, but when i step back and look at it now, everything is new..everything is fresh and ready for a...
whyy?
so, today i was suppose to go see some family i haven’t seen in years and i was super excited. they came down for a while from colorado.
well, my dad needs the truck for work so my granny was suppose to come get us and she calls us a while ago and acts like she never said she was going to take us and that she is taking david (her son, my uncle) and my paw paw. soo, now there’s no room...
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